omg! i feel dam bad now. sorry joe.
i didnt meant to do that way to you. sorry.
i thought that everything will turn out fine. i didnt meant to delete everything.
i knew that you've been waiting for long. sorry. i think i'll bring it down again.
i'll try to please the person to help me. sorry.
dont be that sad. i think im really very sorry for you. SORRY!~

sorry boy~

hi people. okay. im very bored so i came here to blog.
EH??!! actually it rhymes! bored and blog! hahhas. :) k lame!
went to many places today.
firstly. went to ps to send my phone in for repair. OMG! it's my dearest phone! i love that phone so much. ha. all because of the stupid 'water' sound. okay. hope that it'll be alright after that.
okay. then headed to sim lim. went there to ask why my games could not be downloaded and transfer to my psp. ha. okay. anw. everything was done. the person helped me to put in some games inside! i love it man!
k. then went to OG to see whether is there any cracker for mama. the ans is NO! how sad can she be when she know the ans??!! hahahs.
okay. then headed to bugis to buy some lunch. ha. i think if i were to stay there for just another 1 hour. i'll buy the whole bugis down! hahas. i've spent alot of money today. hahas. kk.
that's all for today! hahahs.

girl, why arent you there for me?

this is what me and tasneem did in maths class!

guess no one will ever take this maths lesson!

anyone would guess what's NZ?

we fell in love with NZ!

okay. i shall do maths with wy now. before she kill me!

bye~

never say give up

hi people. i've not been blogging for ages. kk. im BACKKKK!!!!
okay. very lame. oh. i think im having headache for this stupid psp!!!
it sucks can.
okay. then now. im still figuring out the way how to do the downloading!!!!!!
hahahs. okay. i think i should do it first!!!
kk. i just came back from jb yesterday!! guess how long did i went in???
hahhas. not that long.. only 2 hours!!!! hahahs. wth right?
but i dont know. just went in to buy shows. hahahs.
thought that i can see raymond's album. but...so sad. dont have!! :(
okay. i think i should download.

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Hi people! Oh. I have nothing BIG to blog about today. Sometimes i wonder whether is there anyone else reads my blog. Hahhas. Maybe there isn’t anyone except tasneem?? Hahhas. Okay. Watched finished the mooncake resonance!!!! Omg!!! It’s very very NICE!!!! Okay. Im like advertisement!!! Hahahs. Okay.
I was DAMN HIGH this morning!!! Early in the morning i’ve got something to BRIGHTEN up my day!!!! Hahhs. How LUCKY am i??? Can anyone believe it??? Okay.
Nevermind. Everything is over jean. Yes! Something good is that i’ve finally clinged the first for maths!!! FINALLY! After 5 years in kc or even 17 years in this earth!!! IT’S A MIRACLE!!!

Celeste: PLEASE STUDY KAY? I really don’t want to see you wasting your time. I know you don’t think that you’ll pass. As i’ve said, you’ll NEVER pass if you DONT try, but you’ll NEVER regret if you try!!!! I WARN YOU NOW! You BETTER study NOW!!!!

Tasneem: we’ll head to library tomorrow okay? Thanks for tomorrow!!! i love you!!! You know that right?

----: cheer up okay? Don’t be angry with my already! (:

OH! I forgot to blog something that SOMEONE told me to blog!!!! The rules that are set for BUNGS!!!!
1. Do not make the girls cry! ( i bet i’ve broke this alot time! )
2. Care about YOUR looks! ( i think i’ll never break this rule, all because i have mirror with me! )
3. Bring jacket when going out. ( i’ve broke it a few times! )
4. Must have enough money to spend for girls. ( ERHERM! )
Okay. I think i only remember these!!!! Hahahs. Omg! I failed!!! Friends who are bungs or girls that is attach, please checked whether YOU have passed!!! Hahhas.

Help! I think i have to try to work harder!!!!!

hello! oh. see! im such a good girl! im home so early today! kk.
people must be thinking why am i so good girl today! hahas. well. because there's many people coming to my house so i have to be home. ha. guess who? those workers to fix my air-con! hahahs. then they occupied my whole house until i have to use the lappy all the way outside here. in the dining room! hahhas. so weird k?
haven take my lunch. k. im not gonna care about my tummy. OH! it's vibrating now. shut up tummy! hahhas. oh. im not the only one who's so noisy. the workers are like drilling all my walls down! hahahs. :)
okay. i shall say about today. went to skl today! oh. talk alot in class! hahas. i think tasneem is so poor thing! she has to be disturbed by my NICE voice!!!!! hahahs. kidding!
i got back my maths paper! hahs. thank god thank hell! i clinged for A!!!!! hahhas. finally! i've got my first A1!!!!!! hahhas. so proud of myself! hahahs. right??? hahhas.
okay. but chemistry???? oh dear! it sucks like hell!!!! FAIL WITH FLYING COLOURS! hahahs.
not seeing iona for ages!!!!! miss her!! and her amelia!!!!!! hahahs.
not having coffee in the morning for very long!!!! i need coffee twin badly!!!!!!! hahahs.
kk. i think i should stop here!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!

IMISSYOUALOT!
why didnt you reply my msg???

Hello! Okay. Something to blog about today. Okay. I’ve tried very hard to ask where’s everyone when i’ve already changed but im still sitting on my bed. Okay. Then when i was wearing my shoes, i still don’t know where to go but finally ada replied my message! Hahahs. Baby is finally here. My darling sweetheart! Oh. I miss her a lot i swear. And finally, i’ve got to see her today.
Okay. Then we met at library. Omg! I swear that there’s many people in the library. Oh gosh! What i hated was there. Well, not anyone else but kc-ian! Oh. I hated that. Hahas. So coincidence that baby was also wearing white top today. :) i waited for her for 1 hour but it was alright though. Hahas. Then when she came, she was dam smelly. Her smoke smell is like omg! Hahhas. But it’s alright because i also had the smell on me. Oh! Don’t think too much people! I DONT SMOKE! So it’s noy my fault. It was someone else blew his smoke at me. How sway was it right? Hahhas. K. It’s alright though. Then we sat there for about 1 hour and headed to citylink. Took bus 36 then saw Alicia in the bus! Then xuan board the bus too. And i think that she must thinking alot. Hahas. Then we walked to citylink very slowly! Oh. Then we headed to hmv to check the price for the shirt and the album! Omg! I didn’t know that Raymond release his album until this morning. Well, it’s the same thing. Singapore hasn’t import it from hong kong so i still need to waitttttttttt!!!!!!!! Okay. Then when we were headed to mrt station to top up ez-link card. Hahahs. Kk. Then when we were walking back, a WEIRD woman was looking at us. Pointing and pointing for very long. Then we were dam scared! I swear the old woman wanna kill us! Okay. Wadeva! Then met Jeremy! He’s a funny guy i swear! Oh. And the cherryqq!!! All because of that car and PINK we gone mad! Ada said that she wants that car so we went to said and made fun of it. Hahhs. Then we played games like millionaire but not like that one. It was ‘ who wants to take a ride in cherryqq!’ well, it was lame but me and Jeremy had fun. Not like baby, she was dam angry with us! Oh. I forgot to say something. Jeremy is quite good-looking. And he’s cousin is a guy call nat ho?? Is that how to spell the name? Well, i don’t care but his having a pair of nice eyes! Okay. Then headed home.
Someone has not been replying my message but that was alright. Because i know that she’s angry! Oh. I just hope that she’ll read my blog and reply my message~
Oh. Look at my phone. Baby just sent a message! Glad to see her message! :)

My loves are all for YOU!

Is it wrong to like someone for just the looks?
I don’t know. I met a girl whom i think that she goes by looks, but maybe not? I don’t know. Friends telling me that she goes by the looks somehow, but it might be wrong. I think it is so confusing now to like someone or not. Well, what i could say now is i’ll give up in everything except for studies! O’s are really killing me now. How i wish im still a n level student! No need to study at all.
Okay. I think i should go study outside now. Waiting for people to reply my message so i’ll know where to go after that.
Oh. I almost forgot to blog about Friday. Went out with tasneem and c to east coast. Hahahs. How stupid can we be. Sat at macs for the rest of the time. Talk and playing a fool. Then when we walk back, don’t know why suddenly we very very tired. Hahahs. Guess that all our energy had been used up! Okay. Then headed back home to sleep!
Okay. Bye!

I hate M!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to start with alrighty.. but i thought again.. it wasnt alright.

mama called me to tell me that she passed away. i guess that she's very good girl. she waited for everyone to leave the house, including my maid then she ...... mama said that she bathe and left this world with her body cleaned. remember that yesterday and the day before, she kept going inside everyone's room. i thought that she get well and was able to stand up, but i couldnt have expected that she left me in such a sudden. when i went home, i told myself not to cry. i walked to baby and gave him biscuit. this packet to biscuit was meant for her, but she can never get to eat it anymore. sorry girl. when i gave baby the biscuit, he saw me crying and came on my lap and lied there with his eyes closed. i could see the tears falling from the eyes as well as mine falling from mine. baby was really sad. he ate one biscuit and walked off, to a corner just staring into space. but me, sitting on the floor, crying non-stop. then when i walked to the bathroom, i saw him following me but i didnt want him to see my tears falling because i know that he will also cry. it was all my fault. i made this everything to happen. if i was not careless, i would already gave her the biscuit yesterday and everything might not be the same as now. if im baby, i'll HATE jean alot! it was me who made baby lost his mother.
hope that i can stop crying by now. rtears have been falling non-stop since i've ended school.

you'll always be in my heart
baby, dont cry. cheer up k?

today. everything was very unexpected. well. i shall say what has happen..
kk. for this morning...i got my papers back. first was my english. hahas. most unexpected by the whole class was i got 2nd highest for summary. can anyone believe it? not even judy goh believe la. hahhas. kk.
next unexpected was my geo. i passed my geo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! i still cant believe. all because i've never passed that stupid geo paper. hahhas.
well. chem was expected. i failed. ha.
kk. the most unexpected and most sad thing was she's dead. lui lui's dead. i miss you!!!!
i cried out outside the bubble tea shop. ma called me to tell me everything. i CRIED in front of everyone. people was shocked to see me cry. well. cos they think that bung should be the strong one. i thought of that also but i just cant help it. sorry to everyone there cos i cant control my feelings. tas gave me tissue straight away. in less than 5 sec. the tissue was very totally wet. im so sad! cried like one mad dog like that.
the last time when i cry like a mad dog in public was when i've ended a relationship with f.
kk. hope that i'll not and never cry like this again. hahhas.

-笑口常开好彩自然来- this is all i learnt from a girl.

Hello. Hahas. Im finally free! Oh. I miss coffee so much! Hahahs. Im gonna drink it tmr! Hahahs. I love it! But i think someone cant have it. Hohoho.
Okay. I think im getting back my papers tmr. Im very scared. Really. Because i think that all the papers are very difficult.
Oh. And for rabbit, she’s still not eating much. But i guess it was better than before. Hope that she can stay on.
Tas: birthday girl ah. Hahahs. Happy birthday! Oh. As for tagboard.. i don’t want to get one. It’s so troublesome. Ahhahs. Oh. You knew what i bought for f? Hahahs. I think i’ve forgot that i’ve told you. Sorry. Hahahs. As for the card, sorry, no time for me to go gai gai and buy you present. So sorry. So i made the card for you. Hahahs. It’s alright la. Don’t need to cry! Hohohh. It’s just cake. We only plan to make you fat! Ahhaahs.
Okay. Again. A very sad thing. Well, it’s still the same. No love!!!!!!!!!!
Kkk... very naggy already. I think im gonna become like celeste. My naggy grandma. Hahahs.

You know how much i miss you and all the memories that we had?

oh. i forgot to blog about myself just now. having my last paper tmr. hahas. omg. i miss iona. i've not been seeing her for thousand years. she's sicked. poor gal. hahas. hope that she can finish her f&n by tonight. hahahs.
niece: not sure whether you'll see this. anw. congrats! you've finally drew your butterfly! hahahs.
lui lui and baby rabbit: the more i think that you both wont read this. poor mother rabbit. no more teeth. you're very skinny now. family is so worried about you. i dont wanna lose you. though you're only here for 7-8 years. i still love you alot. okay. i'll buy you many different types of food. hope that you'll eat smth. good girl k?
tas: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED!
chloe: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
eleana: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!
omg! look! there's so many birthdays coming up! hahahs. my wallet is going to have a big big hole! hahahs.
-------: loves!

you'll never see the present that was for you. you called for a break when that's our first month present. people who knows about this was only von and eve.

Hello people. Im not really very happy but im still feeling happy today. All because you had chosen her as your new love, a new one who will stay with you for long. Sorry f, sorry z, im so sorry for coming between you all or maybe i didn’t? I don’t know. For f, i hope that your choice was right.
I’ll be here, always here waiting for you.
Bye girl, hi friend.

Tasneem: the game is so fun! Oh. It’s your special day soon!!!! Not sure whether my starhub is gonna work this time. Hahahs. J
-------! I miss you! I love you! This will only be memories. I guess.


You took memories away with you and left nothing but footprints behind.

Hello everyone. I’ve not been updating my blog. Hahhas.
Tas... i guess the games is getting very fun!!!!
Don’t worry. I wont fall into the trap. Hahahs.
Oh. Hope that i can get the starhub thing done by tonight.
Okay. I should blog about something today.
Woke up at 9 and went to Chinatown. Went there for breakfast and bought my favourite... mooncake!
Then went home to study like one mad dog. All the way till 5 plus then go out and had dinner. Hahahs. Luckily my dinner was alright. Hahas. At last, we got our stomach bloated, so we decided to walk home. Luckily it’s only at katong. So we took 30 min to reach home.
Okay. Then i think i should blog about my love life. I guess i don’t have any love to blog about. I could only say one thing. I miss you!
Would you take just a minute to think of me? I know that you like her. ---------
Okay. For my twin: sorry for not contacting you this few days.

i love you!

every night i cried myself to sleep in
all because you're aint here by myself
there's a missing part of me
and the missing part is you
so i made the leave that you werent here
this whole post is what you left for me
wish that you could be here in my dream

i can hardly breathe
my baby
set the life out of me
give me one more try

i can barely breathe
my baby
set the life out of me
i'll just see you in my dream

hello. alright! it's gonna be wednesday.
im finally leaving for hongkong and macau! hohoh!
im just too excited to get there. hope that the time will fly tmr.
cos i just dont wanna wait any longer. hahahs.

okay. stayed at home for the whole day. dam boring.
for the whole day, i only think of someone. ha.

you talk to me you
speak with me
don't sink before you rise baby
don't fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait for all the time
we had feels
like a world away
who's to say
we'll be ok
we're gonna make it through the night
don't wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
look i bought your favourite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don't know if we're gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me