There's so many things to ask about that night. I still don't know why did everything changed so suddenly. People asked me what had really happened. i was speechless. Days after that night, i read a magazine. There's horoscope at the back. i read about mine, scropio. they state that 13 march was my most romantic night. i couldnt believe that. never will i believe that it's was my luckiest day.sometimes i'll just think back at that night, and i think that it's my fault. or maybe she's having someone in her heart.
1. why did i asked for stead so early?
2. why was i so anxious?
3. what did they said to her that made her cry?
4. why didnt i chased out after her?
5. why did i listened to them and stayed there?
6. why didnt i take the initiative to hold her hand?
7. why didnt i asked for a patch?
8. why didnt i asked a why?
9. why was i speechless when she asked for a break?
10. why didnt i take time to know her first?
well, maybe all these questions can answered?? i dont know. thought it's been months already, i still keep thinking about her. i swear that you're always appearing in my mind. and also the scene of that night?? that overhead bridge. that rain and pain that was left inside my heart. the tears that fell down my cheeks. i just cant forget. trust me, you've found someone that had really loved you in your life.
okay. that's all for my emo.
and, im going to move out. i think im using some other blog after this. i guess this will be my last post. okay. maybe you guys must be thinking why am i leaving. all because i found out that there's too many UNKNOWN people visiting my blog. so im going to leave. you will think that i can just lock my blog but my answer will be I DONT LIKE! okay. does it answer your questions? okay.
bye! bye blogspot!
p.s. you can ask me for my link and i'll give you. terms and conditions applied!* :)

hi people. i think that.... blogspot's calendar is always having problem.
okay. forget it. hahahs. im still in the library but i think im heading home soon.
okay. chitra is here too. she said that im crazyy.. okay. ya. i guess so.
all because i was watching the super trio. okay. it's so funny i must say. and the saddest thing is that im in the library... what are you suppose to do if you're in the library??
very good. is... ( shhhhh....... )
hahhas. okayokay. then i couldnt laugh for the past few hours. okayokay.
how's art? erm. i could only say that it's alright. hahahs.
not sure when am i going to hit 25 drawings. hahahs.
okay. hope that what i've drawn today is alright. hahahs.
chitra went smoking so i couldnt go yet. ):
okay. i more sad thing is...... msn sucks k!!!!
it's giving me headache. i cant tahan anymore. everytime when i wanna talk to celeste today. the thing keep trouleshooting. tsk! hahahs.
okayokay. calm down jean tan! hahahs.

dont know where is she now. i guess i still dont have the guts to message her.
although i can memorise her number the other way round. but i still cant type the message to her. how am i suppose to communicate with her? but what i can say is that, i love her alot. girl, i just miss you for the past few months. i cant concentrate with o levels. i miss you!

okay. enough of emo. stop jean.
i think it's time for me to go soon. just have to wait till chitra come back.
people. not sure whether you had noticed my labels. im now learning abc! hahas.
okay. it's time for c... hahahs.

baby girl~ you're missed.

hello people. guess where am i now?
hahahs. not else where but library. saw someone that i dont really like. :(
okay. then i see many many children!!! so adorable.
OH NO!!!! a boy is running about. i think he's going to remove my socket!!! omg!!!
hahahs. okayokay. he ran away... :)
okay. i think i should do my art now. no more using on com!! hahhs.
bye~

baby i miss you

hello people! oh. what a sad day. i just recieve the stupid o level art paper 2! omg! it's so dam saddening. guess what's the topic they gave?? it's very boring!
1. joint
2. embellish
3. windows
4. valves
5. cavities
6. directional light
omg! can anyone help me with these topics? i cant think of anything to draw la! tsk! omg! it's so saddening! hahahs.
okay. im trying to find for some inspirations now... hahahs.
hahahs. okay. what i got was.... nothing!
okayokay. i think i should go study now. off my com soon!

sorry that i've left you out today. i was studying with my friends.

hello people. long time no see.
well, it's all because of o! ha. im going to study like a mad dog. hahhas. okayokay.
yes jeantan! i know you can do it! jean must get into her favourite course!!!!
im coming towards my BIOMEDICAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayokay. yes!
i better go study now! hahhas.
i miss N! okayokay. no no. it's ......!
hahahs. only someone know about it!!! hahahas.

baby. i miss you! ):

omg! i feel dam bad now. sorry joe.
i didnt meant to do that way to you. sorry.
i thought that everything will turn out fine. i didnt meant to delete everything.
i knew that you've been waiting for long. sorry. i think i'll bring it down again.
i'll try to please the person to help me. sorry.
dont be that sad. i think im really very sorry for you. SORRY!~

sorry boy~

hi people. okay. im very bored so i came here to blog.
EH??!! actually it rhymes! bored and blog! hahhas. :) k lame!
went to many places today.
firstly. went to ps to send my phone in for repair. OMG! it's my dearest phone! i love that phone so much. ha. all because of the stupid 'water' sound. okay. hope that it'll be alright after that.
okay. then headed to sim lim. went there to ask why my games could not be downloaded and transfer to my psp. ha. okay. anw. everything was done. the person helped me to put in some games inside! i love it man!
k. then went to OG to see whether is there any cracker for mama. the ans is NO! how sad can she be when she know the ans??!! hahahs.
okay. then headed to bugis to buy some lunch. ha. i think if i were to stay there for just another 1 hour. i'll buy the whole bugis down! hahas. i've spent alot of money today. hahas. kk.
that's all for today! hahahs.

girl, why arent you there for me?

this is what me and tasneem did in maths class!

guess no one will ever take this maths lesson!

anyone would guess what's NZ?

we fell in love with NZ!

okay. i shall do maths with wy now. before she kill me!

bye~

never say give up

hi people. i've not been blogging for ages. kk. im BACKKKK!!!!
okay. very lame. oh. i think im having headache for this stupid psp!!!
it sucks can.
okay. then now. im still figuring out the way how to do the downloading!!!!!!
hahahs. okay. i think i should do it first!!!
kk. i just came back from jb yesterday!! guess how long did i went in???
hahhas. not that long.. only 2 hours!!!! hahahs. wth right?
but i dont know. just went in to buy shows. hahahs.
thought that i can see raymond's album. but...so sad. dont have!! :(
okay. i think i should download.

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Hi people! Oh. I have nothing BIG to blog about today. Sometimes i wonder whether is there anyone else reads my blog. Hahhas. Maybe there isn’t anyone except tasneem?? Hahhas. Okay. Watched finished the mooncake resonance!!!! Omg!!! It’s very very NICE!!!! Okay. Im like advertisement!!! Hahahs. Okay.
I was DAMN HIGH this morning!!! Early in the morning i’ve got something to BRIGHTEN up my day!!!! Hahhs. How LUCKY am i??? Can anyone believe it??? Okay.
Nevermind. Everything is over jean. Yes! Something good is that i’ve finally clinged the first for maths!!! FINALLY! After 5 years in kc or even 17 years in this earth!!! IT’S A MIRACLE!!!

Celeste: PLEASE STUDY KAY? I really don’t want to see you wasting your time. I know you don’t think that you’ll pass. As i’ve said, you’ll NEVER pass if you DONT try, but you’ll NEVER regret if you try!!!! I WARN YOU NOW! You BETTER study NOW!!!!

Tasneem: we’ll head to library tomorrow okay? Thanks for tomorrow!!! i love you!!! You know that right?

----: cheer up okay? Don’t be angry with my already! (:

OH! I forgot to blog something that SOMEONE told me to blog!!!! The rules that are set for BUNGS!!!!
1. Do not make the girls cry! ( i bet i’ve broke this alot time! )
2. Care about YOUR looks! ( i think i’ll never break this rule, all because i have mirror with me! )
3. Bring jacket when going out. ( i’ve broke it a few times! )
4. Must have enough money to spend for girls. ( ERHERM! )
Okay. I think i only remember these!!!! Hahahs. Omg! I failed!!! Friends who are bungs or girls that is attach, please checked whether YOU have passed!!! Hahhas.

Help! I think i have to try to work harder!!!!!

hello! oh. see! im such a good girl! im home so early today! kk.
people must be thinking why am i so good girl today! hahas. well. because there's many people coming to my house so i have to be home. ha. guess who? those workers to fix my air-con! hahahs. then they occupied my whole house until i have to use the lappy all the way outside here. in the dining room! hahhas. so weird k?
haven take my lunch. k. im not gonna care about my tummy. OH! it's vibrating now. shut up tummy! hahhas. oh. im not the only one who's so noisy. the workers are like drilling all my walls down! hahahs. :)
okay. i shall say about today. went to skl today! oh. talk alot in class! hahas. i think tasneem is so poor thing! she has to be disturbed by my NICE voice!!!!! hahahs. kidding!
i got back my maths paper! hahs. thank god thank hell! i clinged for A!!!!! hahhas. finally! i've got my first A1!!!!!! hahhas. so proud of myself! hahahs. right??? hahhas.
okay. but chemistry???? oh dear! it sucks like hell!!!! FAIL WITH FLYING COLOURS! hahahs.
not seeing iona for ages!!!!! miss her!! and her amelia!!!!!! hahahs.
not having coffee in the morning for very long!!!! i need coffee twin badly!!!!!!! hahahs.
kk. i think i should stop here!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!

IMISSYOUALOT!
why didnt you reply my msg???

Hello! Okay. Something to blog about today. Okay. I’ve tried very hard to ask where’s everyone when i’ve already changed but im still sitting on my bed. Okay. Then when i was wearing my shoes, i still don’t know where to go but finally ada replied my message! Hahahs. Baby is finally here. My darling sweetheart! Oh. I miss her a lot i swear. And finally, i’ve got to see her today.
Okay. Then we met at library. Omg! I swear that there’s many people in the library. Oh gosh! What i hated was there. Well, not anyone else but kc-ian! Oh. I hated that. Hahas. So coincidence that baby was also wearing white top today. :) i waited for her for 1 hour but it was alright though. Hahas. Then when she came, she was dam smelly. Her smoke smell is like omg! Hahhas. But it’s alright because i also had the smell on me. Oh! Don’t think too much people! I DONT SMOKE! So it’s noy my fault. It was someone else blew his smoke at me. How sway was it right? Hahhas. K. It’s alright though. Then we sat there for about 1 hour and headed to citylink. Took bus 36 then saw Alicia in the bus! Then xuan board the bus too. And i think that she must thinking alot. Hahas. Then we walked to citylink very slowly! Oh. Then we headed to hmv to check the price for the shirt and the album! Omg! I didn’t know that Raymond release his album until this morning. Well, it’s the same thing. Singapore hasn’t import it from hong kong so i still need to waitttttttttt!!!!!!!! Okay. Then when we were headed to mrt station to top up ez-link card. Hahahs. Kk. Then when we were walking back, a WEIRD woman was looking at us. Pointing and pointing for very long. Then we were dam scared! I swear the old woman wanna kill us! Okay. Wadeva! Then met Jeremy! He’s a funny guy i swear! Oh. And the cherryqq!!! All because of that car and PINK we gone mad! Ada said that she wants that car so we went to said and made fun of it. Hahhs. Then we played games like millionaire but not like that one. It was ‘ who wants to take a ride in cherryqq!’ well, it was lame but me and Jeremy had fun. Not like baby, she was dam angry with us! Oh. I forgot to say something. Jeremy is quite good-looking. And he’s cousin is a guy call nat ho?? Is that how to spell the name? Well, i don’t care but his having a pair of nice eyes! Okay. Then headed home.
Someone has not been replying my message but that was alright. Because i know that she’s angry! Oh. I just hope that she’ll read my blog and reply my message~
Oh. Look at my phone. Baby just sent a message! Glad to see her message! :)

My loves are all for YOU!

Is it wrong to like someone for just the looks?
I don’t know. I met a girl whom i think that she goes by looks, but maybe not? I don’t know. Friends telling me that she goes by the looks somehow, but it might be wrong. I think it is so confusing now to like someone or not. Well, what i could say now is i’ll give up in everything except for studies! O’s are really killing me now. How i wish im still a n level student! No need to study at all.
Okay. I think i should go study outside now. Waiting for people to reply my message so i’ll know where to go after that.
Oh. I almost forgot to blog about Friday. Went out with tasneem and c to east coast. Hahahs. How stupid can we be. Sat at macs for the rest of the time. Talk and playing a fool. Then when we walk back, don’t know why suddenly we very very tired. Hahahs. Guess that all our energy had been used up! Okay. Then headed back home to sleep!
Okay. Bye!

I hate M!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to start with alrighty.. but i thought again.. it wasnt alright.

mama called me to tell me that she passed away. i guess that she's very good girl. she waited for everyone to leave the house, including my maid then she ...... mama said that she bathe and left this world with her body cleaned. remember that yesterday and the day before, she kept going inside everyone's room. i thought that she get well and was able to stand up, but i couldnt have expected that she left me in such a sudden. when i went home, i told myself not to cry. i walked to baby and gave him biscuit. this packet to biscuit was meant for her, but she can never get to eat it anymore. sorry girl. when i gave baby the biscuit, he saw me crying and came on my lap and lied there with his eyes closed. i could see the tears falling from the eyes as well as mine falling from mine. baby was really sad. he ate one biscuit and walked off, to a corner just staring into space. but me, sitting on the floor, crying non-stop. then when i walked to the bathroom, i saw him following me but i didnt want him to see my tears falling because i know that he will also cry. it was all my fault. i made this everything to happen. if i was not careless, i would already gave her the biscuit yesterday and everything might not be the same as now. if im baby, i'll HATE jean alot! it was me who made baby lost his mother.
hope that i can stop crying by now. rtears have been falling non-stop since i've ended school.

you'll always be in my heart
baby, dont cry. cheer up k?

today. everything was very unexpected. well. i shall say what has happen..
kk. for this morning...i got my papers back. first was my english. hahas. most unexpected by the whole class was i got 2nd highest for summary. can anyone believe it? not even judy goh believe la. hahhas. kk.
next unexpected was my geo. i passed my geo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! i still cant believe. all because i've never passed that stupid geo paper. hahhas.
well. chem was expected. i failed. ha.
kk. the most unexpected and most sad thing was she's dead. lui lui's dead. i miss you!!!!
i cried out outside the bubble tea shop. ma called me to tell me everything. i CRIED in front of everyone. people was shocked to see me cry. well. cos they think that bung should be the strong one. i thought of that also but i just cant help it. sorry to everyone there cos i cant control my feelings. tas gave me tissue straight away. in less than 5 sec. the tissue was very totally wet. im so sad! cried like one mad dog like that.
the last time when i cry like a mad dog in public was when i've ended a relationship with f.
kk. hope that i'll not and never cry like this again. hahhas.

-笑口常开好彩自然来- this is all i learnt from a girl.

Hello. Hahas. Im finally free! Oh. I miss coffee so much! Hahahs. Im gonna drink it tmr! Hahahs. I love it! But i think someone cant have it. Hohoho.
Okay. I think im getting back my papers tmr. Im very scared. Really. Because i think that all the papers are very difficult.
Oh. And for rabbit, she’s still not eating much. But i guess it was better than before. Hope that she can stay on.
Tas: birthday girl ah. Hahahs. Happy birthday! Oh. As for tagboard.. i don’t want to get one. It’s so troublesome. Ahhahs. Oh. You knew what i bought for f? Hahahs. I think i’ve forgot that i’ve told you. Sorry. Hahahs. As for the card, sorry, no time for me to go gai gai and buy you present. So sorry. So i made the card for you. Hahahs. It’s alright la. Don’t need to cry! Hohohh. It’s just cake. We only plan to make you fat! Ahhaahs.
Okay. Again. A very sad thing. Well, it’s still the same. No love!!!!!!!!!!
Kkk... very naggy already. I think im gonna become like celeste. My naggy grandma. Hahahs.

You know how much i miss you and all the memories that we had?

oh. i forgot to blog about myself just now. having my last paper tmr. hahas. omg. i miss iona. i've not been seeing her for thousand years. she's sicked. poor gal. hahas. hope that she can finish her f&n by tonight. hahahs.
niece: not sure whether you'll see this. anw. congrats! you've finally drew your butterfly! hahahs.
lui lui and baby rabbit: the more i think that you both wont read this. poor mother rabbit. no more teeth. you're very skinny now. family is so worried about you. i dont wanna lose you. though you're only here for 7-8 years. i still love you alot. okay. i'll buy you many different types of food. hope that you'll eat smth. good girl k?
tas: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED!
chloe: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
eleana: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!
omg! look! there's so many birthdays coming up! hahahs. my wallet is going to have a big big hole! hahahs.
-------: loves!

you'll never see the present that was for you. you called for a break when that's our first month present. people who knows about this was only von and eve.

Hello people. Im not really very happy but im still feeling happy today. All because you had chosen her as your new love, a new one who will stay with you for long. Sorry f, sorry z, im so sorry for coming between you all or maybe i didn’t? I don’t know. For f, i hope that your choice was right.
I’ll be here, always here waiting for you.
Bye girl, hi friend.

Tasneem: the game is so fun! Oh. It’s your special day soon!!!! Not sure whether my starhub is gonna work this time. Hahahs. J
-------! I miss you! I love you! This will only be memories. I guess.


You took memories away with you and left nothing but footprints behind.

Hello everyone. I’ve not been updating my blog. Hahhas.
Tas... i guess the games is getting very fun!!!!
Don’t worry. I wont fall into the trap. Hahahs.
Oh. Hope that i can get the starhub thing done by tonight.
Okay. I should blog about something today.
Woke up at 9 and went to Chinatown. Went there for breakfast and bought my favourite... mooncake!
Then went home to study like one mad dog. All the way till 5 plus then go out and had dinner. Hahahs. Luckily my dinner was alright. Hahas. At last, we got our stomach bloated, so we decided to walk home. Luckily it’s only at katong. So we took 30 min to reach home.
Okay. Then i think i should blog about my love life. I guess i don’t have any love to blog about. I could only say one thing. I miss you!
Would you take just a minute to think of me? I know that you like her. ---------
Okay. For my twin: sorry for not contacting you this few days.

i love you!

every night i cried myself to sleep in
all because you're aint here by myself
there's a missing part of me
and the missing part is you
so i made the leave that you werent here
this whole post is what you left for me
wish that you could be here in my dream

i can hardly breathe
my baby
set the life out of me
give me one more try

i can barely breathe
my baby
set the life out of me
i'll just see you in my dream

hello. alright! it's gonna be wednesday.
im finally leaving for hongkong and macau! hohoh!
im just too excited to get there. hope that the time will fly tmr.
cos i just dont wanna wait any longer. hahahs.

okay. stayed at home for the whole day. dam boring.
for the whole day, i only think of someone. ha.

you talk to me you
speak with me
don't sink before you rise baby
don't fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait for all the time
we had feels
like a world away
who's to say
we'll be ok
we're gonna make it through the night
don't wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
look i bought your favourite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don't know if we're gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me

yo.
k. i went to tina's funeral today. she's alright. i think.
kk. then needa to rush to pp for lunch.
then need to rush home to have dinner with auntie's family.
then im at their house now. then should be going ktv later. hahahas.
kk. good good. waited for thousand years. finally.
hohoho. om just waiting for the trip to hong kong, hahhaha.
on tuesday. hahhas.
count down. ard 3 more days! hahahs.

take the memorise away with you
leave nothing behind but footprints

hello. i've not been bloging for ages.
kk. this few days. i kept talking about a few people.
mainly.... bastard bitch fucker fuck asshole...
hahahhas.
i hate all of them! hahahas. :)
kk. end here!

loving you always!

hey people. it's been ages since i touch my com.
kk. i went to eat ban mian with my aiai. hahahs. i love her alot sia.
smth wrong with me. hahahs.
kk. then after that went home. hahahs.
k. ystd went up to ask a guy for no. stupid joelle dont wanna ask. ha.
kk. then got no. guess they shld be msging each other now. hahahs.
omg! moonlight resonance is dam dam dam nice! ha.
i watched the part where moses chan scolded his brother. lai lok yi. hahhas.
dam nice! how i wish that they can release the dvd earlier like heart of greed. hahahs.
and and and. bosco is finally out! omfg! i love him thousand million times! hahahs.
he's so cute in the show! but he's with linda. so sad. anw. he's mine! ha. buey ba. hahahs.

kk. i think i shld end here.
it's kinda weird if jean's not asleep ah. it's 1130pm now! ahahahs.

bye. wait till the next post to come.

hey people. i think i've not been blogging for a very long time.
err. im stucked at home for this few weeks. cos mama's home and i cant sneak out.
kk. nothing special to blog about.
the only thing i wanna say is to pass my english oral! cos i still cant read the passage properly.
omg! im doomed! :(

maybe leaving can make everything more simple.
and also, taking leaving as the reason to forgive each other and start all over again
maybe when you are reading this you dont love me anymore; sorry, please forgive me.
if there's another chance in the next life, i'll not let this happen again.
iloveyoubaby!

hey people! hahahs.
today's a boring day. kk.
iona waited for me again. as usual. for 1 hour!
hahahs. studied with her in skl. no. i was doing art.
she's doin her maths paper without calculator. ha. i found out smth! she cant survive without calculator! hahahs.
kk. then halfway thru. she says that she wants to go home and change.
so headed to her hse. ha. kk.
then wanted to study at library after that. but end up. no time. hahhas.
then we walked towards amelia's hse. hahhas.
on the way. we saw joelle and evelyn in the bus. hahahs.
kk. then continue walking. talking bout some BASTARD. hahas.
k. then took bus home! hahahs. ta da! home now.
then bathe eat. most important. do homework! hahhahs.
k. after that...
rachel: go pasa malam!
jean: wait! do homework.
rachel: mm uh orh
jean: k. let's go.
:) :)
hahhas. then we went to buy muachi! hahahs. my favourite!
kk. that bout my day.

take medicine k? :D
good luck for your papers! :B

hello. i've not been blogging for thousand years!
ystd was the release of o level chinese! omg! im so glad that i clinged an A2 hahahs.
omg! i jus love it. hahahs. i've thot of retaking my chinese. hahahs. but no use la. kk.
im now concentrating on my english! hahahs. but im jus aiming for c5. hahahs.
then in total im only aiming for 15. hahhas. then i can go japan! hahahs.
YES! japan! without any money folked out. everything is from mama pocket! ahahahs.
kkk.i think that i should go study now! hahahas. yes! study!
k. good. hahahs.
aiming for 15 now! hahahs.

are you alright? i see that you're very moody.

hello. erm. today went to skl. as usual. hahahs
kk. then after skl. i went to 'study' with iona. as usual! hahahs.
we walk round the whole skl sia. hahhas.
then suddenly out of no where. we went to her hse. to choose pants for tmr. hahahs.
kk. then she lend me her white pants! hahahs.
then when we're about to leave. the sky...hais. it start to rain!!! hahahs.
how sway are we la. i was with my canvas. C-A-N-V-A-S! omg!
then me and iona share one umbrella. but we were still very wet when we reach library. hahahs.
kk. totally wet. hahahs.
then she lend me her umbrella. hahhas. kk. too lor soh.
kk. tmr is the celebration. hahhas. kk. im excited... ya. quite lor. hahahs.
but it's my first time wearing red and white to skl. hahahs.

thank you iona for everything you've done for me! :D

hi people. im bored!
haahs. kk. i didnt anything much. so i've got nothing to blog.
but i ate durians today!!! hahahhas. :)
kk. then i hld slp now. hahhas.
erm. do you know whats the meaning of imylc???
hahahs. it stands for i miss you low class!
hahahs. kk. lame. only a few pp know what is it. hahahs

iloveyoualot

hello people. hahahs. im very busy this 2 days. hahahs.
i need to finish my painting tech if not i'll get scolding from angel.
hahhas. and i hope that i can finish my art by monday. :)

kk. about today. im supposed to study at library with iona and rachel tan. hahahs.
guess where did we go at last. hais.
ate macs for breakfast. then headed to ktv at teo heng. then went to play pool.
hahahas. it was my first time playing pool. actually not the first time. cos last time..dont noe how long ago. i touched it before. but the ball didnt move. HAHAHA.
kk. then my coach..iona. hahahs. she must be having headache teaching me. hahahs.
nevermind. cos she's the one having headache not me. joke joke.
hahahs. kk. then finally i've got the ball in. hahahs.
then amelia came along. sitting at one side writing some post it. hahas. must be for SOMEONE!
hahas. then finally she stand up and came to the table. dont noe whether is it a good thing that she came to the table. she start ga chiao-ing us. hais. keep pushing the stick. hahahs.
nevermind. SOMEONE thinks that she's cute. hahahs. no la. she's actually cute. hahahs.
then me and rachel tan headed home. ZZZZ..
then iona and amelia headed to library. hahahs. seaweed seaweed. :)
kk. then i should off my laptop le. hahahas.


why did i chose you?
i could say no more and because you were you and i was i

hey pp. omg! im so tired. and i haven do finish my painting tech. think i'll be doing tmr.
kk. kinda boring day today.
went to skl. saw her. then got my art drawn on the canvas.
most important. i've got the class photo thingy. hahas. im totally a geek in purple. hahahs.
omg! so idiot can. then went back home to change and had lunch at pp. at macs. hahas. then iona came along. hahhas. then we went pp walk walk. iona was repeating her sentence. i need to go home...sleep. hahahs. k. then rachel bought a bag from fox. then me and iona bought some clothes from topman. hahahs. my first topman shirt. hahahs. quite nice ah. hahhas. most important. it's RED! hahas. favourite!
kk. then went home. hahas. did abit of painting tech then watch tv. hahahs. :)
then now blog about my boring life. hahas.
kk. im very sleepy now. hahahs. ZZZZZZzzz..

i know that there's no way we're gonna get together

hello. omg! i've not been online for thousand years. hahhas.
okay. good. i've done alot for my art. all the way from thumbnails to colour to painting tech. hahas. im so happy for myself. hahhas. i must thanks my dear fren. angel! hahahs. :)

okayokay. i shld be studying now. yet im here blogging. nvm. i dont care. kk. i studied in skl till 6 at the canteen. hahas. then i got caught for short skirt. kk. then it's took me very long to unpick the thingy. hahhas. dont care.

kk. today is consider as a weird day. cos nth speacial happened.
okayokay. i think im internet is kinda having problems now. hais.

kk. i think im slping soon. hahhas.

if you were to walk away
i would be crying inside

hello.
kk. today is my borrowing day. hahas. firstly i went to borrow chem text from sec 3 level. hahas. i asked from so many pp then end up i got the book from fengou. :) then go back class for lesson.
then when i wan to return book that time. fengou having lit. hais. then i had to put her book on the floor. hahas. :) THANKS! fengou. though you wont see this. :)
kk. then recess that time. i return books to 303 pp. but at last me tas had to borrow calculator from 302 and 301. hahhas.
then went for recess. hahahs. :)

then finally. the skl has ended.
headed to iona's hse. hahas. she's having fever ma.
hahhas. then have to take a look lor. then amelia came too.
ha. she's dam sweet la. i've been living in this world for 16 years oso never see this kinda thing happened. hahahs. she wrote 4 letters to iona plus strepsil. hahahs. omg! so sweet.

hahas. then went home. on the way home that time. there's an accident. omg! the car car bang each other. then one of them was overturned! omg omg! ha. that's not the important one. the important one is....i got trap there for 30 mins! hahahs. omg!

kk. then i think i shld go slp le.

starry starry night

paint your pallet blue and grey

hello people.
omg! i think it came back le. how?
i dont wan. k. no one knows wad im talking bout.
erm. i think im like very flower heart. how?
hais. nvm. who cares.
hahahs. omg. im so tired. kk. im gonna go my art for the next few days. hais.
if i dont finish it by this week. angel's gonna kill me. :(
hahhahas. ehh. i think i still love you la!
hahahs. i dont think you'll see this but it's alright.
kk. i think that i shld stop le. need to go slp.

better take care ah twin! :D

hello.
kk. today went to bugis for lunch. ha. dam stupid. it took us more than an hour to decide wad to eat. i say that i wanna eat v8. then sisters say they wanna eat food junction. then i was rushing to pp to meet iona. so i jus say okay. hahas. then we finally settle down. i swallow everything until very fast can. hahahs. dam fast la. then when i say that i wanna go that time. they say that they wanna walk with me. ha. kk. then end up. i took 10 to iona hse then we walk tgt to library.
hahahs. then ha ha~~~~~
dam rubbish can. amelia keep taking iona's things. then i had to help her to keep everything. hahahs. :) kk. then it's was really lame.
kk. then went to pp with iona to have some grab. we were looking for chestnut but dont have. hais. so sad. then she ate waffle at last. hahas.
kk. then went macs to play the voice of the tv character. kk. then went home. hahhas.
now im leaving to pp lo. hahahs. :)

sad

i miss felicia

hello everyone.
hahas. k good. i've got nth to say.
went to eve hse to do art. omg! she cooked for us sia. hahhas. such a miracle la.
hahhas. but it was nice la. hahas. then all of them say that they dont wan le. then i had to finish everything. but i didnt. cos i still have dinner at home. so i need to leave some space for dinner.
k. then came back home for dinner and study like a mad cow jus now. then until now. hahas.
i got to msg frens and msn pp. hahhas. :) hahhs.
i love my frens.
omg! tasneem. she really say that to you sia. omg! she thinks too much le la. omg! hahahs.
then 'c' will be very jealous la. hahahs.
oh. so there shld be any hanky panky with ....... hahahs. :)
k. i'll rmb bout that. hahhas. :)
k. im tired le. so im gonna slp now.

i'll be waiting for you no matter what happens

F*CK!!!!!!!!!
wa sei! my word for today is so jialat. cos im too angry now.
teacher called parents. angry. pp scolding me for nth. angry.
k. paiseh oso. hahahs.

kk. i did nth much today. but i think im very paiseh. hahahs.
and now i noe that wad have i done wrong.
i finally understand myself. a person who's not faithful. sorry!
hahahs.

i will find my way

i wanna different way

nothing could stop me now

no matter what they say

hello.
kk. i cut my hair ystd but family and lx says that it's dont seems that there's a difference. k.
so sad.

i woke up until very early. i woke up at 5 can. omg! i woke up cos i wanna go shit. hahhas.
but i ended up nvr really shit. hais. kk.
then watch tv and wait for sisters to wake up. k.
then went pp to have jacks place. always the same thing when i go pp.
kk. then went home and grab my things to study with iona.
i'm so dam forgetful can. i forgot to take my maths. hahahs.
how idiot can i be. hais. kk. alright.
though we didnt study much today, my paper was full of words. hahahs.
you noe wad i mean right? hhahs.
kk. then we walk ard pp. hahas. then we finally went up to 5th floor to dance. hahahs.
fengou called and we couldnt dance. hahahs.
then went back down to macs and find lx.
she's such a poor gal can. omg! she couldnt find us then she went home. hahas.
then when she came back. omg! lx and iona was arguing non-stop. omg! hais.
kk. then im suppose to do iona's homework. but end up. hais. i couldnt concentrate. hais.
kk. then we went home.

hahahs. ate durians and then until now. im using com. kk. then i think that im gonna slp lo.hahhas. :) coffee tmr. hahahs.

i prayed that i could see you today
but i ended up couldnt see you
i hope that i could see you everyday
i could see your smile
i could see your mesmerizing eyes
but i dont think that i have a chance
i love you
i really do

hello everyone. i dont noe how to blog bout today. but it's a good news today. i've finally got to mount my art piece on the final paper!!!!!!
kk. i got another piece of good news!!!!!!!!!! hahahs. :) i noe twin noe. hhahas. :)
hahahs. :) kk. nth much to blog bout now.

im very happy now!

everytime i think of you i'll smile to myself

hey yo everyone. omg! i came online too late le. i cant see you. hais. i miss you la. k.
today was consider a normal boring day. why? tas la. nvr come skl. then i cant have anyone to talk to in class. hais. somemore i got so many things to tell her. hais. kk. bet she'll come to skl tmr. hahahs. :) miss her.
erm. omg! pork chit and all push me until so hard can. then i was like so ps. tsk. but it's alright la. hahahs. im happy to see her oso. kk. then when twin tell me that she jus walk pass her class and call me to run after her. my speed was like 180km/h la. hahahs. i ran dam fast. hahas. :) so happy can. then saw pork they all. ha. tsk tsk tsk. the ps thing happen. k.
then went back to tell twin the whole story. k. then when g back to class. i was very very late. k. nvm. mr lee didnt scold me. hahahs. k. good.
aiyo. today early in the mornx. they say that i meet boys outside skl. omg! how in earth will i meet boys? i dont meet them. i meet only guys. hello. boys are like so childish. k. i jus hate them. ha. i only love the 3 of them. :) they're like so cute can. but i only miss her. hahas. :)
k. gotta go now before the laptop got no batt.
p.s. pork's song was fantastic! i love it! im gonna sing it! :)

i've regreted to not coming online early

hello pp. k. i got nth to do now. so i blog.
today got chinese listening. omg! it's so dam difficult can. i dont noe how to do.
all my ans all different from others. k! it's OVER!
well. i saw her today. but hor. i didnt get to talk to her online today. cos rachel was using the com. omg! so sad! hahahs. k.
well. i think that she's really very CUTE lor. hahahs. :)
im missing her now!!!!!!!!!

do you think that we have chance?

hahahs. omgomg! im so happy today can! hahas. i saw HER! hahahs. omgomg! im jus falling for her! hahahs. and and im missing her!
omg! and she's very cute today! hahahs.

hahahs. twin tell me suddenly tell me that she's changing! hahahs. hahahs. omgomg! hahahs. k. it's alright! hahahs. kk. it's alright.

well. i got nth much to blog about today! so im only gg to say rubbish!

im missing you now

hey yo! erm. i didnt blog for ystd.
well. im so happy for ystd. cos i saw alot of pp. :)
1. suzzana kwan
2. ha yu
3. lai lok yi
4. joe ma
5. fala chen
omg! fala chen is so dam slim and pretty can! omgomg! i love her! :) k. lai lok yi is so cute! omg! and he's very tall! :) joe ma is dam dam dam dam tall can! k. ha yu is very funny and adorable! suzanna kwan is so~ omg! very pretty! her skin is excellent! hahhas. :)
i got their autograph photos!!! omg! but i gave my lai lok yi to anne! :) hahas. :) k. i got the post cards too! omg! boscolie is inside! hahhas. raymond lam oso inside. k. alot pp very jealous! :)
erm. k. im jus getting very high! :)

k. today! i went to pp for dinner! k. i ate bk at last! :) hhahaas. saw twin in coincidental! :) hahahs. but a very sad thing is that i dont see her! :( hahahs.
so me and twin said that we're in the same boat! but both of us say that we're gg to buy a yatch so that it'll be safer! :) hahas. and we'll wait for them in our yatch! k. i know that it's lame. but k la. we love it! im missing her now! hahahs. :)

omg! it rain so suddenly! then i have to keep the clothes! hahahs. the kitchen is so messy now! but i'll hus leave it to maid! hahahs. :) k. no link!

aiyo! im mising you now! hahahs. but you'll not know bout it! and the most important! you're not online! k. it's alright! hahahs. :)

you wont know that im here waiting for you

hello everyone . bye everyone! :)

hey yo. erm. i wanted to blog bout wad i did ystd. well. i met alot pp ystd.
1. i met her.
2. i met a woman that is really treating us good
3. i met a sick twin but she has recovered today.

k. then i went to kfc with twin. hahs. i ate the twister though i wanted to eat the chicken like twin do. but okay la. i'll jus take the twister though. anw. it's nice la. :)
we went studying there and wad we did was comparing our handwriting. my handwriting really sucks can. omg la. she still can say her one messy. look at mine. mine is jus shit!!!!!!! :) hahahs.
then we continued to study our subjects! i did my social and maths homework. ha. then halfway ma called and i had to go home. so i do 3 more qustion then we went off. i sent twin to the bus stop and talking bout my ugly hairstyle. k. mayb i'll get my hair cut next week. the $5 one. hahhas. we'll try one day. :)

our class made a promise to meet on next sat to make our graduation video. hahahs. we're making a mv!!! :) everyone's gonna be singer!!! :) COOL!

hahahs. :) k. now waiting to for veronica to come back from hong kong!!!!!!!!!! im gonna have new clothes. and mayb i'll wear it tmr! :)

HAHAHAHAHA. nth special to type but im happy though i dont think that it's gonna work

hello people. im very sian today. im tired la. went to joelle's hse. then she was a very good gal. study bio and maths with me. :))) good gal.
im oso a good gal. cos i've studied.
TWIN! better take care of yourself ah. dont get yourself sick again. and and and, go see doctor! if you dont have medicine. i'll bring for you la. tsk!
GO SEE THE DOCTOR NOW! THIS IS AN ORDER!
yeh! k.i shld NOT give up. as in. though i noe that it wont be a good ending. i'll still wait. i'll still protect her from a distance that she wont notice me. hais. k good. racheltan noe that i like her. so i dont need to hide from her. :)
erm. today was raining in the morning. omg la. i was drenched! esp my feet. all because i wanted to be a gentleman. sending frens here and there in the rain. hais. k. nvm! jean is very gentleman one. so dont say so much. today i went recess without any SOCKS! it really very uncomfortable. but k la. not very bad!
oh. i need to buy thermometer today! $4 are gone. but it's still ok. cos i only have 1 at home. so i actually need to buy one. i dont really need to buy one. but when we're trying to borrow from frens. i was walking pass her class. she waved at me jus like c******. hahas. then im still thinking of it over and over again. :) nice memories. k. im jus missing it.
then i purposely walk pass her class again after skl. but j did smth very.... erhem. k. i've nth to say la.

wad can i do now is to miss the memories of me and you

hahahs. erm. today i was late for skl. but luckily it was my first time. if not i'll have to do dc. :(
im so sad. i didnt see her today. not even one time. thot that i'll see her during recess, but i didnt see her. :( then i thot that there'll be assembly. but end up. dont have. :( so i didnt see her today.
k. im still doing the same thing as i did for the past few days. i STUDY! hais. how sad can that b.
k. im now a tutor! tutor of angel and amanda. :) hahahs. but they are also my tutor. they're teaching me english! hahas. :) hope that i would pass my english! :)

think i need to sleep now. if not i'll wake up late again. :(
ZZZZ.....

you're missed by me :D

hello. i didnt really sleep last night. so im very tired. cos i only got to slp for 4 hours. sad can. nvm. erm. nth to talk bout today. i stayed at home the whole day. doing the same thing. STUDY! k. very sian. but it's alright.

i really feel, my eyes wont let me hide,cause they always start to cry.

hello everyone. erm. ystd was a craazy day. me twin rachel went to suntec. omg! we only wanted to buy the black shoes for rachel. but we end up in the toys'r'us. hahahs. :) anyone wanna eat satay? hahahs. wher's my helment? omg! crazy like mad can. im very tired now. omg! cant tahan. but im still on the phone with joelle and iona. :) cant tahan anymore.

i shall stop blogging now. :) k. i need slp.

hate myself for loving you so much. and i hate myself for falling back in love. never been good at words i wanna say, i pray my heart for you.hope the music will bring my love to you.

hello. hais. im so sian. i think im totally locked at home. cos i've to study at home from day till night. im gonna lost contact to the outside world. omg! i dont wan this to happen. see. all becos of 1 stupid call from the school. and i have to stay at home. hais.
im waiting for the end of o's. all the way till 11 nov. im waiting for that day to come. i hope that i could stay alive till that day comes. cos thats the day that i celebrate my 17th birthday! it's oso the end of the crazyness.
ok. im very bored now. i wanted to watch the trio. but havent start yet. so im now blogging. :)
im over YOU! finally. but i hope that i could be one of your fren. :)

oh baby

one day you walk away

how can i face the stormy day

deep in my heart i pray everyday

we can last till the end of day

baby i miss you

i miss you

hey everyone. it's been long that i've not been blogging. miss my laptop so much. wad i can say is that im now concentrating on my studies. everything else will be put aside. but of cos not having kfc. frens ard me. and of cos the most important. my family.

jus handed in my art to teacher. guess it was sucks. dont noe how to explain in words. ha. but i managed to get 10 hours of sleeping. :) not like evelyn. she only got one hour. my god. i couldn't tahan if im her la. ha.

i just had my chinese oral. im dead man. it's sucks. i can tell you that i dont noe wad to say and i think that i've said smth out of point. hais. but i manage to make the examiners to laugh. ha. though i dont think that it's funny. it's still quite okay. right?

erm. today im kinda sad ba. not say sad but jus dont noe how to say it. it's disappointing. i think only twin noe wad happen? hahahs. but wad can i say now is that i shld continue to move on and look for my mei nv in *07 class. though many pp alr noe it's who. the mei nv i everytime notice one. ha. she's cute la. :) but i can only stand somewhere faraway to see her. erm. i guess c****** has turn prettier. cos i think that her fringe has grew long and it's no longer bangs. hahahs. :) erm. i guess only when she's quite alone sitting down. ha.

aiya. dont worry la twin. i wont get angry or dislike you. cos i understand that it's not controlled by anyone. :)

wad i want to say now is I WANT TO EAT TWISTER! but YOU go eat it without me. :( i miss it alot.

k. bye everyone.

i finally feel that im free cos i've get my facts right

hello everyone... it's been a long time since i've been touching my laptop... so sad can. :( k. wadeva it is that im gonna face tmr. i can only keep it and not telling my family.

bet that they wont know it. cos i think that i should handle my future myself. so i dont think im gonna let them know wad have i've been doing in skl recently. k. nth to blog actually.

ha. tas lend me the book and read. yet i haven read finish. anw. i dont think she'll mind. k. twin's gonna have her banana milk tmr mornx. IF no one's let for the meet. hahas. i think i'll be late cos im taking bus not like someone take car car. hais. sad.

k. im now still feeling very scared and nervous. yet. i cant do anything but jus get into slp tonight. k. im gonna end here. hope that i could fall aslp tonight. :(

im still missing you in my dreams

hey everyone.. im dam bored and angry today... ha. guess everyone oso noe why... i met him today. i hate him alot. k. he says that we coul say he's ----s! hahahs.

im bored now. waiting for the twister tmr. wao! the pie was delicious. but it's very heavy! omg! cant tahan. it weighs 1kg. my god! hais.

think im gonna slp soon. oh! i didnt study today. :( i noe i shld. okay. fine,im gonna study tmr. :) ha. i'll study as much as possible. k? ha!

bye everyone. my eyelids are falling. ha ha.

come back. im still waiting for you.

hello people.. my laptop is finally back! :) glad that i got back my baby today! :) hahas. :) went to skl today... and stay back for art...

got caught by tasneem to sing ' always look on the bright side of life.... ' hahahs. and got videoed down by aishah in the toilet.. hahahs. :) it was suppose to cheer a fren of tas so that her fren could get well asap... although i dont noe her.. i'll still sing it to her... :)

stayed for art to do thumbnail...angel called me to do give her ideas.. but wadeva i said she oso reject... so i got nth to say.. end up..angel didnt do anything.. hahahs. :)

came back home do my art... hais. very boring. :( needa slp soon... very slping..

for you i sing this lullaby

make sure that baby you sleep tight

oh baby never say good night

cos i will see you in my dream

easy as it seems

why dont you count your sheep along with me

baby 123...

only thing i left to say

i love you

hello.. jus ate french fries. :) nice~ i still got the mango and pamelo in the fridge for me to eat. hahhas. :) so many food for me to eat sia~ *happy*
not gg out today. cos dad says that we're supposed to wait till he come back. dont noe whether this time it'll be true. are we really going out to eat tonight? not sure. im afraid that at last we're gonna eat steamboat. I DONT WANT! it's very sian. :(
but im not gonna care lor. :) hahas. :)
i wanna eat nuggets lo. :) nuggets rocks too.
sad. tmr need to go skl for art. shit! i hate art! :( no, actually i dont hate art. i hate... hahas. :)

hais. sian. at home using com. using keyboard. watching tv. sian.

nth to blog oso.

only wanna tell my twin...KFC ROCKS!!!

hey yo... im so sad today. cos i didnt go out. not that i dont wan, but i see the sun outside. WALAO! cant tahan. then i stayed at home for the whole day with ma. then ma keep bagging me to go gai gai. but i keep saying dont wan. hais. ma keep asking me wad do i wanna eat. she named alot food. pizza hut, macs, kfc, seoul garden, jacks place. then i keep saying dont wan. then we think for bout 1 hour then we decided to eat KFC!! hahah.

2 pcs chicken each. 2 whipped potato. mountain dew!!!! cost 6.40!!!! nice!!!! i love kfc many many. esp my hse one. :) free refill available. im lovin it! opps! this is macs one. who cares~ kfc is nice.

i studied my maths today. so good gal. i thot that i would only stay on the chair for 15 mins. well, guess how long i've sat there? ha. 2 hours. :) GOOD GIRL! *pat* on the shoulders. :) i've done the whole paper 1 without using calculator. but when i do until Q18, i went to see the instruction on the cover page. they stated that calculator are supposed to be used. DIAO~ then i heck my answers. i thot that i dont noe how to do. but it's actually i didnt use calculator. ha. then i've calculated the scores. i've...PASSED!!!! :)

erm. then i went back to ma room and watch the forensic. wah! the whole show was nice. :) dam funny and kan jiong. im lovin it. then i was laughing dam loud in ma's room. ha.

okay. then waited for dinner. dinner was almost given 100. but bcos there's someone. then i dont wanna eat as full as i could. :( hungry now. after dinner went singing in my room. :) but only for awhile. not even a full song then jie come in. hais. then she says that she wanna watch forensic. i sit aside and eat bubble gum. 2 in a shot. then i blow bubble in bubble in bubble. 3 in a shot!!!! hahas. clever???? ~of cos!!!!

okayokay. then i shld go slp now. :) it's my favourite time. :)

i think i've give up on you

im in nyp now and i'm using laptop now. ha. but i've to tak chek le. hais. have to study my maths and my social studies. ha. nevermind. it's jus for my o's. all the way till o's then im free. ha. but i've to pass my english badly. not sure whether i can pass or not. but i must try my very best. i ate macs just now. ha. abit random huh. but nevermind. it's okay.

okay okay. i've got to go now. need to study my maths and social. sad.

i've thought of you last night again

my tears roll off my cheek again

i've try very hard to sleep

i woke up with a pair of swollen eyes

hello everyone~ i've watched the forensic... hahahs. as in, i've only watched abit only la... but i found that there's alot pp dying... hahahs. then is like 人间悲剧 can~ hahahs. but anw..the show's nice la... i'm lovin it!!!!~ hahahs.

i find that im using ~ mostly nowdays...and i mostly use to takeover the ..... hahahs. msg oso use ~ hahahs. can save space mah... hahahs. :) so giam siap rgt???... but who cares~ SEE!!!! again...i've used ~ .... hahahs. jus bear with it la....

erm...i wanna go gai gai lei... but my results sucks....ma is very angry with the scores that are not even 50%..... :( im very sad too... not sure why my marks are so dam low.... i've actually studied... but i ended up getting this type of marks... how??... how am i gonna pass my o's??.. oh...shit~ it's dinner... i need to go le... :(

once upon time

there's an angel in the sky

you're my angel

hello~ i've not been blogging since a very long time~

but it's okay la...hahas. no one sees my blog oso...

but i noe that there's someone peeping now~ hahahs.

YOU!!!!! chloe celine!!!! looking wad am i blogging now~ tsk tsk tsk~

eating roller coaster now~ hahahs. drinking green tea too~

erm... i sound so weird blogging this...

jus now iona no. called...but it's joelle~ hahahas. :)

then she told me that someone was sad~ :(

hais. dont be sad la~ i noe wad happened but i'll try to help you~

hahas. :) smile kay??.. i shall make you laugh~

erm~ camela zai nar li???.... hahahs. :) smile alr?...

hahahs. im smiling now~ hahahs. :) okay la... dont be sad moody le...

smile like this- :D hahahs. okay?.. hahhas. :)

erm....i needa go liao~ hahahs. :)

i've made something for you today~

but you wont see it again

today... went to leisure park with joelle rachel weichi etc etc.. ( mayb iona coming )
hahs. very sian lei... hhahas.
dont noe wd to blog oso..
hahahs. i brought the ah long... then dont noe whether are we watching... hahahs. :)
cos iona haven come yet...
hahas. :) okay okay..
i never style my hair... hahas. like some ah toot right?.. hhahs. :)
okay okay... who cares~ hahahs. :)
okay okay... now waiting or everyone~ not sure wad are they coming~
okay okay.... nth to blog about~ hahas. :)

okay okay... im still kinda angry with him~
he gave me the paper and want me to keep it and think over again~ hahahs. :)
hais. but who cares bout him~ hahahs. :)
i wont give up on my art!!!!!! HAHAH!!!!
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!

oh shit!!!! i think iona not coming le... how?... hahahs. TSK!!!!!
hais. stupid IONA!!! why arent you coming... walao... i brought ah long for you lei!!!!
tsk tsk tsk!!! YOU BETTER COME KAY!!!!
okay okay... mayb i'll continue to blog ltr... or mayb not~ hahahs.

i still miss you but not sure whether you know

please come back to me

okay okay.... very long time never blog lo... haahs. :)
same again.... nth to blog...
sad la.... iona's not here...if not she can help me blog again....
hahahs. ah noi~ i know that you're very bored now.... hahas. :) dont sob sob lei...
hahas.
joelle~ why not studying huh?.. tsk tsk tsk.... hahhs. :) study okay?... hahahs.
hais. tmr is art exam.. i dont even noe wad to do la... tsk....
okay okay.... who cares~

okay okay.... i ate maggie jus now... hahahs. :)
erm....very sleepy now... but have to do my art lei...
if not he will roar at me tmr.... hais~

okay okay....im trying to do my art.... someday~
hahahs. :)

someone there is not replying me

im jus feeling down

today i've made a heart for you

but you wont see it anymore

cos i've kept it somewhere inside

now at macs.... hais... okay... nth to blog bout.... :)

how are you iona?... joelle?... rachel tan?... hahahhs. :)

joelle!!!!stop peeping.... only iona can peep lei.... :)

okayokay... i forgot... racheltan stop peeping!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay okay.... you think the two of them abit weird?... right right?...

not abit....it's alot!!!!!!! right?....

wad ji chang?... wad fei ji chang?... wad pilot?.... tsk tsk!!!! not studying huh!!!!!

dont noe wad to blog lei....

iona: hello jean. i think you're damn weird leh.

jean :okay okay..... i noe i noe....

iona: you also know ah. okok. i think joelle really studying now. good good.

jean: look wad look?...

iona: fight ah.

jean: stop being so lame la....

iona: whatever la. got some unwanted person peeping eh.

jean: mmmm.. lets box her now....

rachel:oooii..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jean: wad?....

iona: study la. oi what

rachel:onli joelle need to study lohz..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JOELLE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STUDY NOW..!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOELLE: hao kan your head. this is blog eh, not for chatting! retarded la all.

rachel:it's to decorate jean's blog mahz..!!!!

jean: okay okay... thanks for decorating....

iona: you're welcome k.

jean: no more fighting?.... no show ah?....

iona: stupid. want fight ah, k we go outside settle

jean: im suppose to study lei... okay okay... anything... lets go....

iona: you say want fight, then now say study, GEI BAH

JOELLE: kkk! one on one kay, i wanna see who fight will win. and what's gei bah agn, huh. study la!

rachel:hmmm...battle between jean n iona?....hmmm...of course...jean will win...!!!my sister lei...haha..lol...

iona: better be ok. kk i admit defeat. gei bah = ask jean

jean: erm.... abit too lo soh le.... have to end our conver now.... :) bye!!!!!

this is our lamest conver that we ever had.... at macs... :) hahahahs. it okay.... we're all lame!!! :)

" anyone got wheelchair?!!!!!!!! "

okay..i dont noe wad to blog about...
but iona told me to blog cork... so i shld...
hahahs. okay...finally you both are talking... :)
talk more talk more... hahahs. :)

erm...today got mass... sian...the priest dont really noe how to talk...
so im very pek chek during the whole mass..
okay...

mr sim told me this... i think that you shld drop art...
but im not forcing you... but i really think that you shld drop art...

isnt he abit contradicting???...no..i mean alot not abit...

.............

okay okay.... hais.. sian sian sian...

stop here.... :)

i've been eating alot today... hahahs. :)

morning ate the pork korean 'satay'... forgot the name le... then ate V8's lamb chop.... it on racheltan's treat... hahahs. but ended up is veron paying the money...because racheltan's card got prob... hais. luckily veron was there... if not we will be eating ' ba wang can ' hahahs. :) then went to raffles to see the new donut shop... erm...it looks like munchy donut... but abit not attractive to me... then we went to marina square.... jus walking to see wad to eat... then went suntec... we ended up buying crystal jade back home... i ate ' po lo bao ' and their delicious chicken wing..... my favourite!!!!!!!! yummy!!!!!!!!! x 10000 :)

then went home....blow air con...watch tv-eat-drink A&W root beer...:) nice...

then do abit of maths homework...then watch tv again... then now...using com... hahahs. :)

okay okay... luckily tmr dont need to go skl.... if not i'll be rushing by now... :(

the apple in the garden of eden
the fruit looks deeply inviting,
and you're not supposed to eat of it,
it is forbidden.
but that is precisely why you think of it day and night.
you see it but you cant have it.
and the only way to get off of this temtation
is to yield and taste the fruit.

hello.. everyone... loves for you cos you've read my blog... :)

erm... thinking wad to talk... the time now is 2215... i think i can only finish typing by 2300... cos im oso doin smth on msn.... hahahs. :)

okay okay...
iona...dont be so emo le.... diarrhoea lei...dont play play!!!!!
joelle... dont angry le... smile okay?... and dont bite me anymore!!!!!!
i beg you...dont bite me okay okay?... although it's not pain...but...very weird lei... hahahs. :)
somemore you so random....out of nowhere..bite my hand... hahas. somemore i was talking to angel...then you... hais... :(

erm...msn having prob... not sign in... TSK!!!!! always liddat!!! i hate it la... havent okay... i cannot continue my conver... tsk.. okay...it's back!!!!! hahahs. :) i've solve a bit for them... hahahs.
hope that it will be okay... hahhas. :)

so.....iona...why is it mine?... ehh... i still cant figure it out... why huh?...
please tell me lei... :) please.................... x 1000

okay okay... finally...i've solve it... :)
iona....you're dam sweet.... you're ' duei bu qi ' rocks!!!!!!!!!!!
joelle... you mus be dam happy la....
a thing that i always repeat.... im still talkin to you on msn...
dont dump me here and fly away.... come back asap!!!! :)

okay okay...
im not blogging myself....shall say smth for myself...
went parkway jus now... then left at 2 plus... omg!!! the sun was terrible!!!
HOTTTT!!!!!!! like siao can.... have to take taxi home.... hahahs. :)
it nice to take taxi.... i wanted to buy durians...but im very heaty nowadays... so cannot..
SAD!!!!! okay...then stayed at home till now... hhahahas. :)
i shall end here now...

im missing you though i cant see you now

i'll still see you in my dreams

i hope that you will come back to me one day

im still loving you

hope that i can love you forever

the apple in the garden of eden

the fruit ooks deeply inviting,

and you're not supposed to eat of it,

it is forbidden.

but that is precisely why you think of it day and night.

you see it but you cant have it.

and the only way to get off of this temtation

is to yield and taste the fruit.

omg!!!i jus watch finish the dance battle... dam nice la...
ACDC rocks!!! i wanna buy the shirt lei...
but dont noe where to find.... next selling date is on 20 may... hais..
i better go find where are they selling...and wads the price... :)

oh ya...i need to sell things... im selling bubbles gums!!! $2 per pack...
erm....please contact me if you're interested!!! :)
thanks!!!
p.s. it's all grape flavour... :) no other flavours are available...sorry...
try grape if you didnt tried before... :)

okay okay...blog about myself... nth much to blog la...
go skl...go home...go eat...go slp.... :(
okay okay....now using com...luckily i got do abit of art.... :) shading my thumbnails... :)
okay...gtg now... watch more videos and find out the shirt's detail.... :)

went pp jus now!!! with joelle fiona yingxin...
hahas. they went to long john.. hahas. :)
then went giant to buy pens for angel!!!! hahahs.
then we stand in front of the tv to watch the legend... hahahs.
after a very long time..then we decided to leave the tv... :)
then when we walk out of giant...some woman come from dont noe wher...
wan to check our bags... wth!!!!!
then we let her check.... it was so dam embarass to let her check in front of so many pp....
but end up...she was the one paiseh.... she found nth!!!! hahahas.
told you!!! kc-ians are very guai one... hahas.
right right?.. kc-ian... hahas. comment on this sentence.....
then we went to macs for ice-cream....vanilla...
it's on fiona's treat... THANKS FIONA!!! loves and hugs for YOU!!!!!
then went home... :) home sweet home!!!!!
waiting for dinner!!!! yummy....i smell it now!!!!! :)

today...i screwed my papers... geo and chem...
i didnt know wad to write about... i dont even understand the questions that they asked...
how to pass my o's?.. :(
hope that i can go into the course that i want... -pschology-biomedical- :)
hahahs. both courses can help my ambition... police... :)

okay okay...feeling sad now..
why??...
because....i didnt get to eat durian.... :(
durians were not there when i wanted to buy...
but in the end...evelyn told me that there's alot..... :(
DURIANS!!!!!
it's always at the wrong timing!!!!

okay okay... i asked mama whether i can rest for today....
then she said okay... hahahs. :)
so now...i have the time to blog all bout today... :)

what i want is YOU

and what im thinking now is YOU

im now missing YOU

i jus wanna have YOU in front of me

DURIANS

i love YOU

omg!!! today is mothers' day... hahas. i went to katong to eat the buffet... hahs. it's not really nice...because i didnt really eat much... dont noe why..

after that i went to city hall-marina square-suntec... hahahs. all the way till 7 plus... hahaha. i didnt even study today.. haha. okay okay... dont care... :)

i feel very giddy now... i feel like vomiting... very jialat... i need to go to the toilet anytime.... omg omg!!!! i wanna go vomit liao.. ~~~

cannot tahan alr.... :(

i wont be seeing you tmr...

but i'll be missing you during my papers..

oh... tmr is mothers' day...hahahs. eating buffet tmr at katong... :) my favourite.... :) im so sorry for mama....i didnt give her any presents this year.... not even a card or a hug.... :( cos im having exams..... :( sorry mama....

i love you mummy!!!! <3

i knew that yellow is your favourite colour...so im writing in yellow..

today my grandma came to our house to slp... so that we could also celebrate with her... hahahs. :) i love my gandma too!!!! :) your dishes tonight was delicious... very!!!!

have to go study lo.... if not mama will scold... hahahahas. :)

today came skl with catherine... hahahs. i very lame thing..she told me to meet at 7-11 bus stop ystd...but today...i see no catherine at that bus stop... so i went to stop at st pat bus stop... then i saw her.... hais. nevermind... then she scold me that im late... hahahs. okay okay... then we walked to skl together... :)

after skl..i went to parkway with iona and joelle... hahahas. dam dam dam stupid la.... suppose to be me and joelle studying...but end up... iona studying... hahahs. me and joelle kept disturbing iona.... hahahs. we took alot of photos of her... ha ha ha . . .

then we went home tgt... erm... i force them to take the same bus as me... hahahaha.. :) then...alight at my house bus stop... then they both had to walk back joelle's home... hahahs.

okay okay... then headed home to study geography.... :) but study abit only... hahhaas. :) then my favourite time.... DINNER TIME!!!!! hahahs. :) ate alot alot... then i ate 4 donuts too... 2 double choc and 2 raspberry dark choc.... YUMMY!!!! delicious!!!! wanna have some?.. hahas. go buy yourself.... [ be independent ] :) only a few people will noe... hahahas. :)

jie jie coming back.... with durian strudels... :) HAHAHA!!! wanna have some?.. same sentence again....go buy yourself.... [ be independent ] :))))))))

i cant see you today.. :(

okay okay.... joelle look here.... wad you want is here... :)

H.O.L.L.A.N.D.

hope oue love last and never die

it's all hindi words la... hahahs. :) mama was quite in a bad mood...:( luckily i didnt get any scoldings from her.... hahahs. :)

i've ate porkchop spagetti jus now for dinner... im still quite full...what i wanted to ate was actually aston...but mama dont want.. :( nevermind... cos i noe she only eats jack's place...:)

luckily tmr got no paper...exams havent started yet... hahahs. :) oh ya... someone got no papers tmr.. and my ears are bursting tmr...i guess... right?.. joelle... hahas. you're gonna tell me everything tmr uh... erm... maybe not... cos we've talk on the phone jus now... hahahs. :)

are you both gonna talk on the phone tonight?.... both parties talking in a shy shy tone?... hahas. so cute and adorable... hahahs. :) you both are dam cute... i swear... but im cuter... hahahs. :) dont comment me on this.... :)

i hope that i could have you in my life forever....but i know that i must let you go as i've understand how to love you....

I.T.A.L.Y.

i trust and love you

अस वाद इ'वे सीन जूस नो...
मामा इस इन अ बाद मूड...
हैस
बुत आईटी'स ओके ओके॥

आईएम मिस्सिंस हेर... बुत नो ओने क्नोव्स अबाउट आईटी...
कैन सोमोने हेल्प मी टू तेल हेर?॥ प्लस....?...
हहह्स...नेवेर्मिंद....
आईएम ओके विथ ठाट॥ हहस।

माय लंगुअगे इस नो इन हिन्दी॥
हहह्स। वैरी दिफ्फिकुल्ट फॉर मी टू टाइप... कोस इ डोंट एवें नोए वाद आईएम टाइपिंग अच्तुअल्ली....
वेल्ल... फिने... आईटी ओके ओके...

आईएम मिस्सिंग यू......

i went to my cousin's hse ystd.. hahahas. for the whole day la... hahhas. :)
erm..luckily i got bring my charger there... if not my phone will be dead... hahahs. :)
stupid samsung batt very fast dead one lor... hahahs. :)

we were messaging ystd.. :) but no used... only for awhile...
but i think it's better than nothing... i guess... hahahs.
how i hope that we actually never started... so we wont have any endings... :(

where to eat for tonight?.. :)
mama says that we wait for her tonight and go out for dinner...
but she's going to play mahjong.. hais.
then if she bad mood.. im dead... :(


im missing you but i know i shouldnt...
but i really cant help it... :(
sad...

im now at home... hais. iona and joelle are killing me today.. the whole day lor.. hahahs. :) both of them keep telling me that they are very cute..
omg omg!!!! i really have to surrender!!! why must they keep repeating their words?..
another thing was...they were telling me that they are very high... then they all leaving me on earth and they both will be flying to the moon... [ retarded ]
yup!!both of them are really retarded.. hahas. :) me too!!!!
er.... [ lame ] okay okay.... nevermind... all because of joelle... hahas. i noe joelle will blame it on iona... iona will blame it on me... and so on... hahas. it'll jus never end... hahahs.
joelle wanted to tell us that there's a big piece of biscuit... [ da pian ] she said.. [ da bian ]
omg!!! one is shit... one is food.... hais. all because of her braces that has made her like a clown today...


during chinese... we had this thing... a very retarded one... there's amanda angel joelle me tessa joscelin....
amanda only allowed to say: wad wad wad wad wad.........
angel only allowed to say: yi yi yi yi yi yi......... & eh eh eh eh eh eh.........
joelle only allowed to say:bor bor bor bor bor bor bor..........
tessa and joscelin sitting there watching and laughing.....

im only allowed to say:ting ting ting ting ting ting ting..........
okay...it goes like this....
amanda pen needle is gone....then she was "wad wad wad wad" to me.... then i say '' ting ting ting ting'' then angel join in ''eh eh eh eh eh'' then joelle.... ''bor bor bor bor''....
then me and joelle started the crazy frog song....
'' ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ''
'' bor bor ''
this goes on for a very long time... hahahs. :)