There's so many things to ask about that night. I still don't know why did everything changed so suddenly. People asked me what had really happened. i was speechless. Days after that night, i read a magazine. There's horoscope at the back. i read about mine, scropio. they state that 13 march was my most romantic night. i couldnt believe that. never will i believe that it's was my luckiest day.sometimes i'll just think back at that night, and i think that it's my fault. or maybe she's having someone in her heart.
1. why did i asked for stead so early?
2. why was i so anxious?
3. what did they said to her that made her cry?
4. why didnt i chased out after her?
5. why did i listened to them and stayed there?
6. why didnt i take the initiative to hold her hand?
7. why didnt i asked for a patch?
8. why didnt i asked a why?
9. why was i speechless when she asked for a break?
10. why didnt i take time to know her first?
well, maybe all these questions can answered?? i dont know. thought it's been months already, i still keep thinking about her. i swear that you're always appearing in my mind. and also the scene of that night?? that overhead bridge. that rain and pain that was left inside my heart. the tears that fell down my cheeks. i just cant forget. trust me, you've found someone that had really loved you in your life.
okay. that's all for my emo.
and, im going to move out. i think im using some other blog after this. i guess this will be my last post. okay. maybe you guys must be thinking why am i leaving. all because i found out that there's too many UNKNOWN people visiting my blog. so im going to leave. you will think that i can just lock my blog but my answer will be I DONT LIKE! okay. does it answer your questions? okay.
bye! bye blogspot!
p.s. you can ask me for my link and i'll give you. terms and conditions applied!* :)

hi people. i think that.... blogspot's calendar is always having problem.
okay. forget it. hahahs. im still in the library but i think im heading home soon.
okay. chitra is here too. she said that im crazyy.. okay. ya. i guess so.
all because i was watching the super trio. okay. it's so funny i must say. and the saddest thing is that im in the library... what are you suppose to do if you're in the library??
very good. is... ( shhhhh....... )
hahhas. okayokay. then i couldnt laugh for the past few hours. okayokay.
how's art? erm. i could only say that it's alright. hahahs.
not sure when am i going to hit 25 drawings. hahahs.
okay. hope that what i've drawn today is alright. hahahs.
chitra went smoking so i couldnt go yet. ):
okay. i more sad thing is...... msn sucks k!!!!
it's giving me headache. i cant tahan anymore. everytime when i wanna talk to celeste today. the thing keep trouleshooting. tsk! hahahs.
okayokay. calm down jean tan! hahahs.

dont know where is she now. i guess i still dont have the guts to message her.
although i can memorise her number the other way round. but i still cant type the message to her. how am i suppose to communicate with her? but what i can say is that, i love her alot. girl, i just miss you for the past few months. i cant concentrate with o levels. i miss you!

okay. enough of emo. stop jean.
i think it's time for me to go soon. just have to wait till chitra come back.
people. not sure whether you had noticed my labels. im now learning abc! hahas.
okay. it's time for c... hahahs.

baby girl~ you're missed.

hello people. guess where am i now?
hahahs. not else where but library. saw someone that i dont really like. :(
okay. then i see many many children!!! so adorable.
OH NO!!!! a boy is running about. i think he's going to remove my socket!!! omg!!!
hahahs. okayokay. he ran away... :)
okay. i think i should do my art now. no more using on com!! hahhs.
bye~

baby i miss you

hello people! oh. what a sad day. i just recieve the stupid o level art paper 2! omg! it's so dam saddening. guess what's the topic they gave?? it's very boring!
1. joint
2. embellish
3. windows
4. valves
5. cavities
6. directional light
omg! can anyone help me with these topics? i cant think of anything to draw la! tsk! omg! it's so saddening! hahahs.
okay. im trying to find for some inspirations now... hahahs.
hahahs. okay. what i got was.... nothing!
okayokay. i think i should go study now. off my com soon!

sorry that i've left you out today. i was studying with my friends.

hello people. long time no see.
well, it's all because of o! ha. im going to study like a mad dog. hahhas. okayokay.
yes jeantan! i know you can do it! jean must get into her favourite course!!!!
im coming towards my BIOMEDICAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayokay. yes!
i better go study now! hahhas.
i miss N! okayokay. no no. it's ......!
hahahs. only someone know about it!!! hahahas.

baby. i miss you! ):

omg! i feel dam bad now. sorry joe.
i didnt meant to do that way to you. sorry.
i thought that everything will turn out fine. i didnt meant to delete everything.
i knew that you've been waiting for long. sorry. i think i'll bring it down again.
i'll try to please the person to help me. sorry.
dont be that sad. i think im really very sorry for you. SORRY!~

sorry boy~

hi people. okay. im very bored so i came here to blog.
EH??!! actually it rhymes! bored and blog! hahhas. :) k lame!
went to many places today.
firstly. went to ps to send my phone in for repair. OMG! it's my dearest phone! i love that phone so much. ha. all because of the stupid 'water' sound. okay. hope that it'll be alright after that.
okay. then headed to sim lim. went there to ask why my games could not be downloaded and transfer to my psp. ha. okay. anw. everything was done. the person helped me to put in some games inside! i love it man!
k. then went to OG to see whether is there any cracker for mama. the ans is NO! how sad can she be when she know the ans??!! hahahs.
okay. then headed to bugis to buy some lunch. ha. i think if i were to stay there for just another 1 hour. i'll buy the whole bugis down! hahas. i've spent alot of money today. hahas. kk.
that's all for today! hahahs.

girl, why arent you there for me?